Thursday, August 27, 2009
yet another quarrel with my mom.
sigh, this internship thing is really fucked up.
i really dont know what to do now.
if i continue on in bliss, my mom unhappy, say no use.
if i get out of bliss, i wonder what the hock would think of me.
afterall i said okay when they asked me at first, now it's finally approved after months of audit and their efforts, and i wanna go somewhere else.
im really trapped in the middle, can anyone help me please?
give me some solutions or something?
Posted by andy. at 11:54 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
well oh well, look whose blogging again!i bet no one will ever sees these since they all thought my blog is dead.oh well, i don't need people to read this, just wanna find a place to pour out what i kept.sure!there are ups and downs in life. im definitely sinking all the way down right now.i don't know, got no more interest in studying anymore.these 3 months = sucks big time!project deadlines coming soon and i haven even started doing even 1 shit yet.worse still, SHATEC just sent my mom and i a WARNING LETTER.sigh..last night was sucha embarrassment!sucha sudden explode that even i don't know what hit me.FUCK VODKA! (blame anything else except yourself.)i wonder what i should say to bliss.parents dam objective of me staying at bliss for my internship.just hoping that the school don't pass the audit.if its allowed, i would seriously be in deep shit.it's like everything is not going well for me.FUCK MY LIFE!that's why i think life isent worth living for.nothing's going right right now.never have i felt so strong about this,
but this time,
i really think that life is not worth living for.
Posted by andy. at 11:12 PM