Thursday, August 27, 2009

yet another quarrel with my mom.
sigh, this internship thing is really fucked up.
i really dont know what to do now.
if i continue on in bliss, my mom unhappy, say no use.
if i get out of bliss, i wonder what the hock would think of me.
afterall i said okay when they asked me at first, now it's finally approved after months of audit and their efforts, and i wanna go somewhere else.
im really trapped in the middle, can anyone help me please?
give me some solutions or something?

Posted by andy. at 11:54 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

well oh well, look whose blogging again!
i bet no one will ever sees these since they all thought my blog is dead.
oh well, i don't need people to read this, just wanna find a place to pour out what i kept
.
sure!
there are ups and downs in life. im definitely sinking all the way down right now.
i don't know, got no more interest in studying anymore.
these 3 months = sucks big time!
project deadlines coming soon and i haven even started doing even 1 shit yet.
worse still, SHATEC just sent my mom and i a WARNING LETTER.sigh..

last night was sucha embarrassment!
sucha sudden explode that even i don't know what hit me.
FUCK VODKA! (blame anything else except yourself.)

i wonder what i should say to bliss.
parents dam objective of me staying at bliss for my internship.
just hoping that the school don't pass the audit.
if its allowed, i would seriously be in deep shit.
it's like everything is not going well for me.
FUCK MY LIFE!
that's why i think life isent worth living for.
nothing's going right right now.

never have i felt so strong about this,
but this time,
i really think that life is not worth living for.

Posted by andy. at 11:12 PM